restless

Restless is a strange word-- fitting the way I feel but having no indication on the way I've been sleeping. In fact, I think that is the only thing I have done well lately. But I feel like I should be doing something more-- but with zero motivation to do anything at all. Summer is weird this year.

I'm currently at the Learning Center where I will be working part-time this summer. The dial-up access at the ranch doesn't allow for blogging, so any posts from here on out this summer must be done at work- and will thus be much less thoughtful but maybe more informative. Maybe. I have an interview tomorrow for an administrative job with a professor-- and I hope that goes well because I love working on campus. Katy said I could stay in her place some-- which will help with the commute, as well as my detox. I think I've grown addicted to living with 40+ people, and all that that entails. I love the ranch, but for some reason this summer-- the two of us are not meshing (me and the ranch). Maybe I'm still adjusting... we'll see.

My poor friends who are still around have their phones ringing off the hook-- and if you are still around and are not getting phone calls-- make sure I have the right number for you. :) I miss everyone already-- and it's way too early to want school to start up again. Part of me still refuses to unpack. I guess then I have to accept the fact that I am home for the summer. I'm just a little restless.